Departure: 7:50am
Arrival: 9:55am
Last night my check engine light went on in my car, indicating that I only have 15% oil life left. I’m not entirely sure what that means, but overtly, it meant that my dad was going to have to drive me down to the bus stop this morning, so that he could take my car in to get serviced. God only knows what that will cost me, but I’m just not thinking about it today. Instead, I focused on the positive. As I rushed to get ready, and rushed out the door, I realized that it meant that my father had turned the car on early, so when we got into the car, it was already toasty and warm, instead of the biting, freezing coolness that permeated through me until the heat kicked in. Now, mind you, I have a brand new car, so the heating is awesome, but there are still those 15 minutes of shivering and tenderly gripping the steering wheel until the heat kicks in and warms up the inside.
It also meant that my dad would drive, which allowed me to relax in the passenger seat, but also meant that I had to deal with my father’s somewhat interesting antics of driving which can range from old-man driving, to insane aggressive driving… but, all in all, it was a pleasure to have someone to talk to on the way down the road.
We got to the mall about 10 minutes before the bus got there, and listened to Z100 for that time. I found it funny to hear my dad laugh as the morning show discussed random things on the radio, and leaned back in the seat, having one last cigarette before I had to get on the bus. Of course, with my dad as part of my commute, I had to deal with the disapproving looks he shot my way, but I thought it a small price to pay for the fact that I didn’t have to start my commute out once again, alone.
The bus came, and I got on, waving to my dad, and my car, and the thought popped back in my head… how much was this going to cost me… though, that thought was quickly erased as I handed the bus driver my ticket, and filed down the small aisle and into a seat next to the window. I quickly chucked my bag against the wall of the bus, took out my book (the new Dan Brown novel, which I have to admit is horribly addicting) and flipped it open to the page I had ended at last night.
For the past 2 days I’d been reading this book, and I have to admit, I forgot how relaxing it was to just lose yourself in a book. Almost all of my books were currently packed away, and I couldn’t get to them, so buying this book was definitely one of the smarter things I’ve done since I started commuting. It’s been 2 months since I’ve been commuting, and it’s beginning to at least become familiar, albeit annoying (count it, over 2 hours of commuting time this morning) but, I usually sat in my chair on the bus and whipped out my iphone and either went onto twitter, played sudoku, uno, or scrabble, or laid back in the chair and slipped in and out of sleepy consciousness.
Today, however, I read. The 8:30am bus usually gets me into the city at 9:45ish, which means I have about a 10 minute ride on the subway, or 15 minute walk to my building, which is directly east of the Port Authority. Now, if I took the 7:30 bus, it would get me into the city at 8:20ish… it’s quicker because it doesn’t stop. The 8:30am bus stops at a couple of places off route 46 in New Jersey, picking up a couple of passengers here and there. This morning, however, we only stopped one place, and a place I’ve never seen the bus stop before… It confused me as I looked up from my book at the bus stop, and realized that we weren’t going the normal route. This, then of course, sent a chill down my spine and made me wonder if perhaps somehow I had gotten on the wrong bus. I quickly dispelled this thought by reminding myself that the bus driver probably would have looked at my ticket that said NYC, and would have told me… right?
Without thinking about it, I put my nose back in my book, and didn’t look up again until I realized that we were coming down the long windy ramp that led into the Lincoln Tunnel. Now, I have to stop here and emphasize the fact that this part of the commute, no matter how tired, or how upset, or how annoyed I am, always makes me giddy like a little kid. That is because at this point, as we round the last turn before heading into the maw that swallows us under the Hudson… there is an open and most breathtaking view of the NYC skyline in all its splendid glory. I can imagine that even the most seasoned commuter looks up from his book and smiles at that. I’ve seen a lot of skylines in my life… Philly, Boston, NYC, London, Paris, Chicago, San Diego, Austin, DC, Baltimore, Newark, Houston, the list could go on… but there is only one skyline that makes me smile… and that is NYC. I don’t know why… perhaps its because when I was younger this was the place that I always thought held some kind of mystery or hidden treasure… (I had an overly active imagination as a youth)… whatever reason, when I look at the skyline as it stretches through the hazy morning sun, I smile.

That is, until we are swallowed into the Lincoln tunnel.
Then I sigh.
As I did this morning… because that means it’s time to go to work. This morning, I didn’t immediately pack up my things as I usually do when we hit the tunnel. I flicked on the light, and let my nose go back in the book… in fact… I didn’t realize we had come to a stop within the Port Authority immediately… I felt the guy behind me stand up, and looked up and realized people were getting off the bus. Rushing, I shoved my book in my bag, grabbed my iphone out of its pocket, and shoved my earphones in my ears.
I have, what I like to call, my “walking music”. I told my nephew that once, and he said he could imagine me bopping down the streets of NYC, dancing along… well… most of my family can imagine that I guess, cause they know I’m a bit of a performer, and honestly love kinda making a spectacle of myself when the situation lends itself to that… but… normally, I don’t bop… I walk… briskly… and I need music to help me do that, which is why I have a playlist that’s called “walking music” which is specifically for the part of my commute when I walk. I’ve had a playlist like this for years, and has lasted me from Philly to Hoboken to NYC to Boston and now, back to NYC.
So, maybe I don’t bop… but I definitely walk with intention… and sometimes, in my mind, I like to pretend I’m on a catwalk.
This morning, I didn’t walk out onto the streets because it’s so bitterly cold outside. Instead I walked straight down into the subway, and walked towards the 7 train. I didn’t hear the “last call” because of my damned bopping/walking music, and walked right at the subway as the door closed. Needless to say, I walked directly into the door… which if I had been a split second quicker probably woulda closed on my nose. Instead, I bounced back, and it bounced open. Ego horribly destroyed, I scurried through the doors, and sank into a bucket seat next to the door. As I rubbed my nose, I also tried stroking my ego, reminding myself that nobody saw… but that didn’t stop me looking around and noticing a few people with smirks on their faces.
Well, at least I gave them something to tell their friends about when they got into work… or school… or wherever it was that they were going.
Sufficient to say, the rest of my commute was rather boring… I made it into the office with a couple of minutes to spare before our hotsheet meeting. This evening ought to be interesting, having to coordinate with my father about when and where to pick me up can mean anything I suppose. All I know is that I’m happy that tomorrow I’ll have my car back, and life can pick up where it used to be.